Seriously.. This is how I feel

HOLY COW... Lets see where do I begin?
1. I got hitched
2. I sold the house last week
3. I am moving everything OUT THIS WEEKEND AND TUESDAY BECAUSE THEY WANT TO CLOSE ON THE 26th of this month!!
4. Kens house / my new home is a MESS becauseEVERYTHING IS EVERYWHERE
5. I have nowhere to put ANYTHING BECAUSE I AM SPOILED BY HAVING MY OWN PLACE
6. I have realized that I have a whole lotta NOTHING, but, I dont want to throw any of it away because IT ALL MEANS SOMETHING
7. I need to drink more wine

The house is a wreck. My other home is a wreck. Im freaking out because the CONTROL FREAK THAT I AM I hate disorder. It will all be better you say, WELL YOU COME OVER HERE and deal with this crap that I have created!! hahahahahhahahaha It will be alright... Once I get everything going it will be fine. I do have alot of crap. I have 7 big ole blk trash bags in the car right now to donate. I have a pile for Yard Sale. I have a pile to take and I also have a pile for Storage. GEEZUS.... I cant imagine what it is going to be like when we move out of this place and into another one! God Help me!